03.12.2009

so... 2moro became Thursday. I'm missing home. I suck at understanding that whole import/export blog things. but anyway, by making this blog, I'd decided to leave my old ones... but not without checking out my life from their past. It still speaks to my present and my futures. I so wanna share that stuff here... so i'm gonna: a snippet

08.27.2008- in 2 days... well less than 48 hours now i believe... i will move onto begin sharing my life with *him* in California.  i. love. them. like nobody's business and i will miss how easy it is(most of the time) to get us together.  i'll miss the moments of wandering i often got myself into and the gems i'd found for myself, but i will find my space in california.  this is an opportunity to live the way i want to live, starting anew but still having parts in place for me to retreat to if i scrape my knee, those parts found in *him*, *her*... my handpicked family within the crew here, back home.

And the today of the above- 

I live in LA. *He* remains the man i love. *They* remain those i miss the most.  I'm comin home to visit in 2 weeks!  I am not really living the way i'd hoped to, sometimes i get so weak i consider returning home.  i don't wander here. the space i found for myself to wander, lol, live, lol is not where i live... funny... kinda.  Many parts of me are figuratively scraped... need some healing. LFDY!!!!!! get some band aids.

i'm probably gonna return to my intentional blog for tonight... later

Live.Learn.Love.Move

-Tiv

03.09.2009 ToDay is MonDay

today... it starts. i've never been one to blog properly- silly yahoo... then myspace... then strayed away from xanga many, many, times.  I started this blog for so many reasons. Mainly, my accountability- this forces me to pay attention to my life, that i always chronicle it in some way.  This makes sure that in what i do from this moment forward, that i make sure to also pay attention to the others in it.  A small introduction:

I AM

Tivia, Chantivia, Tivi, Chantivia Marie, Tibie, Tiv

26...almost

South Burbs Native. Chicago liver and lover, newly, not so newly transplanted in LA

Girlfriend to someone i love

Daughter

Sister to 9

Aunt to 30 plus

Friend

Artist

Teacher

Dreamer

Aries

i decided to start this blog... 2 weeks ago. and now just got more fire up my ass to do so. have so much to say, think, push out of my head so i can get to the doing that needs to get done. so here's where the mush will go.  tomorrow... i'll share my purpose(s)

Live.Learn.Love.Move

-Tiv